Tasliat qalbe saburam (part k)

to farq mikarD va3 man ba hame, va3 ine k mimordam va3 to, 2ye ngahet y hs3 qariB migoft k daram misham asheqe to, june mani akhe omre mani ch juri bgam mimiram va3 to, 2ye chsham k ngah bokoni miBni k daram misham asheqe to, va3 ine k mimordam va3 chshmat, va3 ine k mimiram va3 ngat, va3 ine hame vojudan shode buD, nazar bazam bmunam 2 hasrate ngat, farqe to qalbo ehsa3 qashangete k mano injuri Dvune karde, hs3 aGbe khastane chshmate k ta abad 2 dlam khune karde, dastaye garmeto azam nagir k marhame qalBye k pore darde, baz 2bare zol bzan 2 chsham k durie to mano Dvune karde . . .
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kaC vasam kari nakard vaqT k gom shodam 2 qam, durie B rafiqiO tkrare budan ba khodam, par3ye B hadaf zadan 2 kuche haye qam zade, chra khoda taqDramo 2 B kaC raqam zade?
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nmidunam 2 khialet hanuzam in mano dari, ya k pyda karde yari sar ru shune hash mizari, Lahy har ja k hasT khande ru labet bshine, qalbe pako mhrabunet range qossaro naBne, nazanin inja 1i hast k Dvuneye chshate, nmiri az khatere un, un hamishe chsh b rate, age harfasho nagofte tar3sh az zakhme zabune, midune du3sh nadari amma montazer mimune, arezuye ba to budan va3 un dg mahale, lam3 dastaye to hatta va3 un khabo khiale . . . :-< :| (khyli namarD yade dastat oftadam)
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khane kharabe to shodam b suye man ravane sho, sajde b eshqat mizanam monGe javedane sho, A kuhe por qorure man sange sabure to manam, A lahze saze asheqy asheqe ba to budanam, roshan tarin 3tare am mikhahamat mikhahamat, to mandegary dar dlam midanamat midanamat, A hameye vujude man nabude to nabude man . . .
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Tasliat qalbe saburam (part j)

az vaqT rafT shabo ruz daram mibaram, dg nisT toro man dg nadaram, hazeram tamame omramo bdam ta golakam y bar dg bashy knaram . . .

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vaqte raftan nmikham bBnamet, midunam bBnamet kam miaram, age 1 lahze faqat ngam koni, dlamo poshte saram ja mizaram, age khunsarde ngam b dl nagir, dleto y ruz azam khaste mishe, age Smamo faqat 3da kony rahe raftan va3 man baste mishe, vaqt raftan nabayad grye kony, injuri dlam barat tang nmishe, midunam harjaye 2nya k basham, 2 dlam eshqe to kamrang nmishe . . .
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unruza k buD Pshe man azizam, ba to budam amma dle toro naDdam, amma to b jaye khuB dlamo shkasT, rafTO har chy dar bud poshte saret basT, kashki to miDD k dlam chy kshid, va3ye dle to hatta y ruze khosham naDd, hichy nagu harfy nazan b dle khasteye man, hichy nagu nmishnave in dle shkasteye man, hichy nagu azizam k dlam baziche bud . . .
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faT jun kojaE dlam dare mimire, bia knaram bia k khyli Dre, 2ye shabe Caham namunde y 3tare, sokute shab 2bare toro yadam miare, faT jun eshqe man kojaE bia ba un ngahet, dlam ro baz 3da kon ba chshmune Cahet, 2ye in qorube khaste dlam pyet migarde, bia bBn azizam k khune B to sarde, montazeret mishinam qararemun ru abra, montazeret mishinam knare jaddeye mah . . .
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89/7/18 baz ham ehsa3 qorbat mikonam, K b in qam khane adat mikonam 00:00 am

Tasliat qalbe saburam (part i)

Hargez nashod biay Psham bgiri dastaye mano, bduny man asheqetam gush koni harfaye mano, to Bvafa buD vali unke barat mimord manam, ta znde am du3t daram ine kalame akharam, dlam mikhad hamin y bar ashkamo pnhun nakonam, bavar kony toro mikham qorbato znduni konam, biam b shahre khaterat qarq bsham 2ye ngat, DvuneO fadat bsham bmiram man va3 ngat, amma hanuz fa3lamun durevo daste man jodas, taraneye sokute man 2 boqze akharam rahas, kashki mishod faqat y bar biay bgi du3t daram, 2 chshme man ngah koni bBni asheqet manam . . .
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naro golam bri mimiram man, chra rafT azat dlgiram man, nmidunam to kojaE chra Psham nmiayi, hame ja man pyet hastam nabud az to radde paE, nmi2nam B to basham B to khune pore darde, bde garma b dlam eshq hava inja khyli sarde, boye atre gole khoshket dlamo Dvune karde, chshmaye baruniye man dle to ro baz bahune karde, khyli sakhte bavaram sh k to rafT az bare man, nmi2ne davum biare in dle dar b dare man . . .
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Hargez nashod biay Psham bgiri dastaye mano, bduny man asheqetam gush koni harfaye mano, to Bvafa buD vali unke barat mimord manam, ta znde am du3t daram ine kalame akharam, dlam mikhad hamin y bar ashkamo pnhun nakonam, bavar kony toro mikham qorbato znduni konam, biam b shahre khaterat qarq bsham 2ye ngat, DvuneO fadat bsham bmiram man va3 ngat, amma hanuz fa3lamun durevo daste man jodas, taraneye sokute man 2 boqze akharam rahas, kashki mishod faqat y bar biay bgi du3t daram, 2 chshme man ngah koni bBni asheqet manam . . .
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naro golam bri mimiram man, chra rafT azat dlgiram man, nmidunam to kojaE chra Psham nmiayi, hame ja man pyet hastam nabud az to radde paE, nmi2nam B to basham B to khune pore darde, bde garma b dlam eshq hava inja khyli sarde, boye atre gole khoshket dlamo Dvune karde, chshmaye baruniye man dle to ro baz bahune karde, khyli sakhte bavaram sh k to rafT az bare man, nmi2ne davum biare in dle dar b dare man . . .
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Tasliat qalbe saburam (part h)

bhesh bgid Bkhabaram bporCd eshqemun chy shod, chshme siash tarze ngash hojbo hayash male ki shod, uni k taze uma2 2ye dlam khatere shod, bhesh bgid ba raftanesh kare dlam 1 sare shod, par za2 raft hatta baram khatto nshunam nakeshid, rafto nshast ru shuneye un k b fkram nareCd, bhesh bgid hamin ruza 2ye dlam mikoshamesh, khoda nayare un rozo BOfte chshmam 2 chshesh, Dvune bud amma manam Dvune tar az eshqe un, qalbamo zad b namesho par za2 raft az ashiUn,
asheqy kare to nabud man asheqet budamo bas, un hame ehsa3 mano koshT golam paye havas, amma hanuz du3t daram b june un k dus darish, vaqT k Sme to biad znde misham nafas nafas . . .
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avvalesh nafahmidam k dlam ro Dvune karD, ya k 4 gusheye qalbo ba ngahet khune karD, umadam ngat konam man vali chshmam nagozashtan, dad zadan k chshmaye un K ngahe toro khastan? ta k Ddamet 2bare dle man Dvune tar shod, umadam biam knaret amma dl Vrune tar shod, dle man Dvuneye tost qadde eshqhaye 2 2nya, dle man mimire age y ruz to nabashy, chtory mi2ny eshqamo bBniO baz joda shy? goftam eshkali nadare eshqesho midam b farda, 2bare msle hamishe man misham y marde tanha, qalbamo khodam shkastam har shabam shkaste tar shod, ta k chshmat mano D2 az qame man ba khabar shod . . .
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azash khastam y omr ba man bmune, azash khastam qadre mano bdune, azash khastam male kaC nabashe, y shaB goft mikhad azam joda she, dg jaE namunde harchy bude suzunde, tamame khateratam 2ye daste to bude, dg jaE namunde dg hamishe tanham, baraye khateratam mirize ashke qamham . . .

Eshqe 2khtaro psare daneshju

vaqT sare kla3 dars nsheste budam havasam motevajjeye 2khtary bud k knare dastam budO un mano dadashy 3da mikard

b muhaye mavvaj va zibaye un khire shode budam va arezu mikardam k eshqesh motealleq b man bashe, amma un tavajjohy b in mas'ale nmikard

akhare klas Pshe man umad va jozveye jala3ye Psh ro khast, man jozvamo bhesh dadam, bhem goft: moteshakkeram.

mikham bhesh bhesh bgam, mikham k bdune man nmikham faqat dadashy basham, man asheqesham, amma... man khyli khyli khjalaT hastam... ellatesh ro nmidunam.
tlefon zang zad, khodesh bud, grye mikard, dustesh qalbesh ro shkaste bud, az man khast k bram Pshesh, nmikhast tanha bashe, man ham in karo kardam, vaqT knaresh ru kanape nshaste budam, tamame fkram motevajjeye un chshmhaye masumesh bud, arezu mikardam k eshqesh motealleq b man bashe. bad az Ddane 2 sa@ film va khordane 3 baste chips, khast bre k bkhabe, b man ngah kar2 goft: moteshakkeram.
ruze qabl az jashne daneshgah Pshe man umadO goft: qarar bham khore un nmikhad ba man biad.
man ba kaC qarar nadashtam, trme gozashte ma b ham qol dade buDm, k age zamany hichkodum baraye mara3mi partner nadashTm baham Dge bashim, 2rost msle y khaharO baradar. ma ham ba ham b jashn rafTm. jashn b payan rCd, man posht sare un knare dare khuruG Estade budam, tamame husho havasam b un labkhande ziba va un chshmane hamchon kristalesh bud, arezu mikardam k eshqesh motealeq b man bashe, amma un msle man fkr nmikar2 man inro midunestam, b man goft: moteshakkeram, shabe khyli khuB dashTm.
y ruz gozasht, 3pas 1 hafte, 1 sal... qabl az inke b2nam harfe dlam ro bzanam ruze fareqol tahCl fara rCd, man b un ngah mikardam k 2rost msle freshteha ruye sahne rafte bud ta madrakesho bgire, mikhastam k eshqesh motealleq b man bashe, amma un b man tavvajohy nmikard, va man ino midunestam. qabl az inke khune bre b samte man umad, ba hamun lbaso kolahe fareqol tahCli, ba grye mano dar aqush greftO saresh ro ruye shuneye man gozashtO arum goft, to bhtarin dadashie 2nya hasT, moteshakkeram.
mikham bhesh bgam, mikham k bdune man nmikham faqat dadashy basham, man asheqesham. amma ... man khyli khjalaT hastam... ellatesh ro nmidunam.
nshastam ru sandali, sandalie saqdush, un 2khtare hala dare ezdevaj mikone, man Ddam k bale ro goft va varede zndegie jaDD shod, ba marde DgeE ezdevaj kard. man mikhastam k eshqesh motealleq b man bashe, amma un in tor fkr nmikard va man ino midunesta, amma qabl az inke k bre ru b man kar2 goft, to umaD? moteshakkeram!
salhaye khyli ziaD gozasht, b tabuT ngah mikonam k 2khtary k man ro dadashie khodesh midunest, 2ye un khaBde, faqat dustane 2rane tahClesh 2re tabut hastan, y nafar dare khateratesh ro mikhune, 2khtari k dar 2rane tahCl un ro nveshte, in chizi hast k un nveshte bud: tamame tavajjoham b un bud, arezu mikardam k eshqesh baraye man bashe, amma un tavajjohy b in muzu nadasht va man ino midunestam, man mikhastam bhesh bgam, mikhastam bdune k nmikham faqat baraye man y dadashy bashe, man asheqesh hastam, amma... man khjalaTam... nmidunam... hamishe arezu dashtam k b man bge dusam dare . . .

A kash in karo karde budam . . !

Tasliat qalbe saburam (part g)

Khyli sakhte un kaC k goft va3 chshmat mimire, breO dg soraqy az tovo ngat nagire
khyli sakhte 2ye paEz ba qariB ashena shy, amma vaqT k bahar shod y juri azash joda shy
khyli sakhte k dli ro ba ngahet 2zDde bashy, vasate rah amma az eshq 1kami tarCde bashy
khyli sakhte bri 1 shab va3 chidane 3tare, valy ta rCD unja bBny ruz shode 2bare . . .
((faTma))
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man faqat asheqe inam omri az khoda bgiram, Nqadr znde bmunam k b jaye 2 bmiram
((faTma))
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chte grye mikony dle shkaste, baz 2bare ki paro baleto baste, y chshet ashk y chshet khun, dlakam A dle daqun, in hame sukhTO sakhT bas nabud, hame 2nyaro shnakhT bas nabud, in hame 2 in qomare ruzegar hame zndegito bakhT bas nabud?
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shabo tanhaEyo qorbat 2 chshaam ashke por az khun, y dle shkaste az yar y dle por qamo daqun, Ntezar az to nadaram mano tanha ja bzari, tako tanha 2ye 2nya to mano dusam nadari, har ki joda kard toro az man elahy qos3 bgire, 2ye tanhaEye qorbat B kaso B yar bmire, B to az hasrate durit dle man dare mimire, ta to bar garD 2bare dle man arum bgire, kash ki bfahmi ki du3t dasht, gole mhro ki barat kasht, ki 2 qamhavo 2 qossat mun2 un ashkato bardasht, amma un hanuz 2 yadesh toro tanha nmizare, montazer b rahe yare, ta to bargarD 2bare . . .

Tasliat qalbe saburam (part f)

Nakam az eshqo omid har arezuE dashtam, khoda bbakhshe mano b khak 3porde am man, nmifahmam ch hokmi dare khodaye alam, ba eshq zende amma Ngar k morde am man, ta eshq nabud zndegim ty shod har lahze harruz, B ashko aho grye, majnun 2 qes3ha bud, ta inke to rCD y hes3 khubo taze, payane tanhaEya aqaze qos3 ha bud... zud adat shod va3 man har lahze Ddane to, dastaye man ru tanet garm bu2 tan pushe to, boridam az hame kas faqat to buDO ou, amn tarin jaye 2nya panahe aqushe to, gozasht ta inke 1 ruz chshm va kardam nabuD, B khabar az Pshe man Ngar k rafte buD, nabavarane mundam dar hasrate toE k tamume zndegimo ba raftanet suzunD... sakhte y omr asheqy ha3l nadashte bashe, un k hame ka3t bud tanhat gozashte bashe, sakhte qabul koni eshq ya'ni jodaE sadas, ayandeye dlbastegy alude b dar2 gryas, sakhte baram darke eshq in ehTaje mobham, baraye edameye omr hanuz 2 shakko shobham, bmunam naOmiDa bmiram ba omid b, vojude 2nyaE k toro b man pas bde, nachar B eshqo omid har arezuE dashtam, khoda bbakhshe mano b khak 3porde am man, nmifahmam ch hokmi dare khodaye alam, ba eshq znde amma Ngar k morde am man . . .

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Az in jodaE daram mimiram, to nisTO man bahunato migiram, daram mikhunam ta bargarD 2bare, to nisTO chshmam barune ashk mibare, ta bargarD 2bare, az in jodaE dare misuze qalbam, kojaye 2nya 2nbalet bgardam, 2nbalet bgardam, rafTO tanha mundam ba khateratet, in dle khaste nmibakhshe gonahet, nmibakhsham gonahet . . .
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age bkham 2 2nya chize DgeE basham, mikham ashke to basham az chshmat motevvaled sham, ru gunehat zndegi konam, ru labat bmiram ... ((faTma :X :*))

Tasliat qalbe saburam (part e)

2 dle kuchike man tanhaE Bdad mikone, dle khasteye mano Ngari hishki nmikhad, hala k tanam shode aCre in khake siah, Dge y rahgozaram sare mazaram nmiad, midunam hishki baham yar nmishe, dle khastam Dge Bdar nmishe, midunam kare dlam tamum shode, lahzeham ch B samar harum shode, daram az inja miram, khodahafez, daram az inja miram khodahafez, daram az inja miram 2 B kaC, hatta nist knare man ham nafaC, khodahafez A ruzaye Bnafas, vaqte par kshidan az 2 qafas . . .

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chra b khabam miayi dgar ch mikhahy, namand dar dl royayi dgar ch mikhahy, magu k B man tanhaE, magu vafadary, toE k Psham rosvaE dgar ch mikhahy, dar Ntezarat mimanam tamame omram ra, agar k ruzi baz ayi dgar ch mikhahy, b in dle darVsham bgu k yarat kist, chra shkasT pymanat gonahe in dl chist??? bBn k sar2 dl khastam dgar ch mikhahy, dar arezuye to hastam dgar ch mikhahy, naDD az pa oftadam qaribo tanhayam, toE k rafT az dastam dgar ch mikhahy, z mhre to A dl bandam chtor raha sham man? az in hame band bshkastam dgar ch mikhahy, bBn ch ashki mirizad dlam az in matam, dgar omiD nist ziba dar in saraye qam, dar Ntezarat mimanam tamame omram ra, agar k ruzi baz ayi dgar ch mikhahy . . .
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kash k khande bar labam mineshast, nmishekast dli k rahat shkast, kash k hamsayeye man mishoD, mayeye asayeshe man mishoD, kash k in khaterehaye qamgin, par mizadan az in anduhgin, kash k in dle gerefteO sard, khali mishod az qamo qos3vo dard, vali hyf ina hame y khabe, dlam baraye Ddanet Btabe, to rafTO nakhsT in dlam ro, aTsh zaD baqe por az golam ro . . .

Tasliat qalbe saburam (part d)

chy b ruze man avorD k dare ashkam mibare: to k hichy nmiduny az mano az sarneveshtam, midunam aslan nakhunD namehaE k neveshtam, ba ch shoqy ashequne chshm b raheto nshastam, ba to hichy kam nadashtam B to badjuri shekastam, ya naro ya age rafT khaterateto nmikham, bkhoda in dafe rafT Dge 2nbalet nmiam, khaste am az hame harfat b toam khuB naUmad, borovo mano raha kon Dge sdabre man sar umad, Dge bassame nmikham k soraqamo bgiri, boro k haqqete in bar Dge az durim bmiri, midunam har ja k basham va3 2 farqy nadare, chy b ruze man avorD k dare ashkam mibare, kash mishod bazam mumunD eshqo yade man midaD, man az avval midunestam k to az saram ziaD, kash az avvalesh migofT k y ruz mikhay nabashy, na vaqT dl b to bastam briO azam joda shy, 2ye khateram mimune k to rafT B bahune, b khoda naleye shabha khun bahaye eshqemune, sareto bala bgiro bgu asheqam nabuD, man barat baziche budam to bgu baram chy buD... chy b ruze man avorD k dare ashkam mibare? . . .
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Naro golam bri mimiram man, chra rafT azat dlgiram man, nmidunam to kojaE chra Psham nmiayi, hame ja man pyet hastam, nabud az to radde paE, nmi2nam B to basham, B to khune pore darde, bde garma b dlam eshq, hava inja khyli sarde, hava inja khyli sarde... buye atre gole khoshket dlamo Dvune karde, chshmaye barunie man deleto baz bahune karde, khyli sakhte bavaram she, k to rafT az bare man, nmi2ne davum biare in dle dar b dare man . . .
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bdune to mimiram bgu k dusam dary, 2 qalbe khoshkide am to hamishe bahary, bBn k qalbam mikhad ham nafasam to bashy, az tahe dl mikham k hame kasam to bashy, y bu3 az ngahet ta hamishe baram ba3, aqushe garmet va3 man hame chizo hame ka3, tamume 2nya midunan du3t daram khyli ziad, bala bri paEn biay dlam faqat toro mikhad, vaqT k to bahami 2nya por az shaDe, 2 qafa3 dle man khabar az azaDe, vaqT k to mikhanD in 2nyaye y dande, qalbamo ba y sanjaq b dle u mibande . . .