Budanet ye qes3 bud (part Z)

shra k qabel nadare amma hamash va3 khodet, faqat nveshtam inaro b khatere tavallodet,... ngat qashange valikan ykkam aGbo mobhame, man az koja shuru konam du3t daram y aalame, mano gozashTO bazam y bar Dge rafT safar, nmidunam shayad safar baraye dardat marhame, ta vaqT inja bmuni y halate aGBye, man ch jury vasat bgam barun qashango nam name, havaye raftane k kony va3 to farqy nadare, amma b june un chshat marge dele asheqe mane, akharesham dq mikonam ta mano dust dashte bashy, mordan k az asheqie 1 dafe nist k kam kame, man nmidunam to chra injur ngaham mikony, zire ngahe nafezet ngahe asheqam khame, miporsam az chshmaye to momkene inja bmuny?, mikhanDO javab miD raftane man mosallame, boro, boro b khatere khodet amma b man y qol bde, har jaye 2nya k bri Dge nasho male hame, rasme k lahzeye safar yadegary b ham midan, qashang tarin haDyeye to 2 qalbe man y mosht qame, shayad ino bhem daD ta hamishe ba man bashe, haq ba toe to rast migy qamet hamishe Pshame, DD gola shab k mishe ashkashuno ru mikonan, yadet bashe chshme manam hamishe qarqe shabname, to miriO Sme mano az ru dlet khat mizany, Sme qashange to valy hamishe har ja yadame, chshmaye roshanet 1kam kash k havaye mano dasht, tanha tavaqqo am faqat y bar javabe namame . . .

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Budanet ye qes3 bud (part y)

In ruza har ja k miram harfe toro pish mikeshan, toro b maslakh mibaran mano b aTsh mikeshan, nabudanet b rahaT boqze galamo mishkane, eshqe to naoqte zaefe in 30neye zakhmie mane, in ruza qalbe asheqa zakhmi tar az qazze shode, duset daram ye shukhie kohneye bi mazze shode, agar che 2 cheshme to joz qame jahannam naDdam, azabe in jahannamo b hich beheshT nemidam... tabe jodaE nadaram tahammolam tamum shode, 2 shere to qafiye ham 1i 1i harum shode, man az to del nemiboram har chy mikhan began began, qos3ye eshqo mikhoram har chy mikhan began began, mitarsam akharesh ye ruz bery mano ja bezary, miyune in qaribe ha baz mano tanha bezaryyyyy . . .

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Chand daqiqe 2ye khalvat, qalamo kaqaz 2ta khat, ye jomle k akhary nadare, nokhtehas ta Bnahayat, mineVsam az haqiqat, az tahe khat ta tahe khat, baraye boqzo gelaye in baram bude ye hasrat, age in gerye doruqe, age 2nya suto kure, age dardam natamume, pas bzar 2nya bdune,... khorshidam Dge boride, Dge nuresh fayde nadare, age tariky 2nya ro bgire, jomleham gom mishan 2 qalbe in 3tare, hala sham'e man tamum shod, Dge in akhare khatte, nokhte.
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2bare delam va3 hormate cheshmat tange, 2bare in dele Dvune vasat deltange, vaqte az to khundane 3tareye taraneham, esme to baraye man qashang tarin ahange, bito 1 parandeye aCre B parvazam, ba to amma miresam b qolleye avazam, ba cheshmake 2bare mano zende kon 3tare, nazar az nafas bioftam toE tanha chare, ey 3tare ay 3are bi to shab nury nadare, in neveshte ta hamishe toro yade man miare, toE k eshqamo az negahe man mikhuny, toE k 2 tapeshe neveshteham penhuny, toE ham nafa3 hamisheye avazy, toE k akhare qes3ye mano miduny, age kucheye 3dam ye kucheye barike, age khunam bi cheraqe cheshme to tarike . . .
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Aqusheto b qeyre man b ruye hishky va nakon, mano az in dl khoshia aramesham joda nakon, man baraye ba to budan pore eshqe khahesham, va3 budane knaret to bgu b har koja par mikesham, faqat 2 aqushe khodam daq daqehato ja bzar, b paye eshqe man bmun hichkaso jaye man nayar . . .

Budanet ye qes3 bud (part X)

Lala lala nakhab suD nadare, hamun behtar k beshmory 3tare, hamun behtear k cheshmat va bemune, k mah qossash nashe tanha Bdare, lala lala nakhab bazam safar raft, nemidunam b karun ya khazar raft, faqat dardam ine mesle hamishe bdune ettelaO B khabar raft, lala lala nakhab meydune jange, daste har ky miBny 1 tofange, ye omre 2re cheshmash gashtam amma nafahmidam k un cheshma che range, lala lala nakhab zendune 2nya, sare nasazegary dare ba ma, beshin bazam 2a kon va3 un k maro inja gozasht tanhaye tanha, lala lala nakhab un rahe dure khoda midune k halesh che jure, 2ye khalvat migam inja kaC nist, khodaEsh k delam kheyli sabure, lala lala nakhab Tre ast cheraqam, mesle atash feshan mimune daqam, b june golduna kam qos3E nist, 1000 shab shod nayumad baz soraqam, lala lala nakhab khab k dava nist, dele Dvune dashtan k khata nist, migan dast az saresh bardar nemishe akhe asheq shodan k daste ma nist, lala lala nakhab tanha mimunam, komak kon qadre cheshmato bedunam, chera cheshmat pore khashme azizam? mage man mesle un namehrabunam?! lala lala nakhab maho negah kon, man esfando miaram to 2a kon, begu bargarde pishe ma bemune ketabe hafezo bardaro va kon, lala lala nakhab sarma 2 rahe, hamishe omre khoshbakhT kutahe, migan ba ye fereshte uno Ddan, duruqe june darya eshtebahe, lala lala nakhab talkhe jodaE, kamar kham mishe zire BvafaE, to Bdar bash hame 2 khabe nazan, baraye ki bekhunam pas lalaE? lala lala nakhab tanhaE zarde, age tulany she mesle ye darde, age cheshm entezar bashy k hichy, duruq migy b del k bar migarde, lala lala nakhab ashket zolale, mesle barun paye nakhle vesale, mano to ham shabo ham qalbo koshTm, valy un chy? cheqadr un bikhiale, lala lala nakhab 2nya khaC3, va3 kam adamy khub mineV3, 1i labshash 2 khabam qarqe khandas, 1i pelkash 2 khabam khi3 khi3, lala lala nakhab asheq ye 30be, hamishe sorkho tabdaro qaribe, ta un balast reCdas amma tanhast, paEn ham k biOfte BnaCbe, lala lala nakhab inja 30ahy, pore amma 2 tonge qes3 mahy, uny k maharo Bdar negah dasht elahy khab bashe hala, elahy, lala lala nakhab ta un bekhabe, beshin enqadr ta ke khorshid betabe, zamuni k yaqin kardam Bdar shod, bekhab ba yade axy k 2 qabe, lala lala bekhab bidare hala Dge bayad bekhaB pas lala la bekhab Dge to mituny bekhaB, beBn khorshid umad balaye bala, lala lala inam bud sarneveshtam, in az emruzamo in az gozashtam, nemikhabam ta to bargarD 1 ruz, manam khabo va3 un ruz gozashtam . . .