Tasliat qalbe saburam (part h)

bhesh bgid Bkhabaram bporCd eshqemun chy shod, chshme siash tarze ngash hojbo hayash male ki shod, uni k taze uma2 2ye dlam khatere shod, bhesh bgid ba raftanesh kare dlam 1 sare shod, par za2 raft hatta baram khatto nshunam nakeshid, rafto nshast ru shuneye un k b fkram nareCd, bhesh bgid hamin ruza 2ye dlam mikoshamesh, khoda nayare un rozo BOfte chshmam 2 chshesh, Dvune bud amma manam Dvune tar az eshqe un, qalbamo zad b namesho par za2 raft az ashiUn,
asheqy kare to nabud man asheqet budamo bas, un hame ehsa3 mano koshT golam paye havas, amma hanuz du3t daram b june un k dus darish, vaqT k Sme to biad znde misham nafas nafas . . .
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avvalesh nafahmidam k dlam ro Dvune karD, ya k 4 gusheye qalbo ba ngahet khune karD, umadam ngat konam man vali chshmam nagozashtan, dad zadan k chshmaye un K ngahe toro khastan? ta k Ddamet 2bare dle man Dvune tar shod, umadam biam knaret amma dl Vrune tar shod, dle man Dvuneye tost qadde eshqhaye 2 2nya, dle man mimire age y ruz to nabashy, chtory mi2ny eshqamo bBniO baz joda shy? goftam eshkali nadare eshqesho midam b farda, 2bare msle hamishe man misham y marde tanha, qalbamo khodam shkastam har shabam shkaste tar shod, ta k chshmat mano D2 az qame man ba khabar shod . . .
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azash khastam y omr ba man bmune, azash khastam qadre mano bdune, azash khastam male kaC nabashe, y shaB goft mikhad azam joda she, dg jaE namunde harchy bude suzunde, tamame khateratam 2ye daste to bude, dg jaE namunde dg hamishe tanham, baraye khateratam mirize ashke qamham . . .